Betrayal

Not quite as serious as it sound, I promise. Today during my anime club, we were all kind of hanging out, talking before we started. I pulled out my camera and held it up, 'cause I wanted to take a picture and use it as a poster or something for the anime club, since I'm doing one for the jazz band anyways.
Schuylar has always been one to maintain his image, and I don't blame him for that. He's a middle-school boy. Middle-school boys jerk off all the time, but I didn't expect this.
So I had the camera and I turned to the club and I was like, "Hey, guys. Can I get a group picture of you? I wanna draw you and stuff for, like, a poster." Kellie, William, Elizabeth, Shelly, and Lindsey were all like, "cool, whatever you say, boss." So I was feeling pretty good. But Schuylar looked kind of nevous. I gave him the sort of 'what's up'-look thing.
All he says is, "Can I, you know, not be in it? I have an image to maintain."
I've always thought of Schuylar as a friend. That hasn't changed. But then Maddie agreed. It was heartbreaking.
Since when has doing something you like been something to be ashamed of? It was also hurtful that they would chose their social image over me. (Sure, I didn't know Maddie, but Schuylar's always like, "We're best pals, right?")
So having him say that, in front of everyone, about something I feel pretty passionate about was humiliating, to say the least.
I really hope I wasn't cold to him after that, but it almost felt like a--and I regret saying this--physical blow.
Is it me?
Am I just not that important to him?
Would he rather just stop talking to me to keep up his 'image'?

=D

I <3 KINGDOM HEARTS.
-Plays video games-

Cramping

Ohhh. I finally know how it feels to have cramps. Whenever my friends complain about it I'm like, "Sucks for you", and I disregard it. NEVER. AGAIN. I've had my period before, yes, but it HURT. LIKE. HELL this time. I could barley walk I was double over in pain almost all day. I went to school anyways, of course, and everyone was really nice to me--haha. Pain makes everyone nice to you. And Schuylar was the best today. Whenever he saw me he came over and gave me a hug and asked if I was okay. And then at the end of the day he was all like, "You looked so sad all of today. I feel horrible." It almost made me cry.
It's official. I have the best friends ever.
Except for maybe that's not a good thing, because--close your eyes if you hate bad cliches or romance novels--I have a boyfriend, and Schuylar matured a lot over the summer (yay for no more fart jokes), and mellowed out a bit, and now I think I'm getting a little TOO fond of him. I mean, I really try hard not to, but it's hard. I feel so bad for Nick, who I sincerly hope did not decide to start checking out my blog. Because I really like him a lot, more then Schuylar in that sense, and I just should not have even started the whole relationship--not because I don't like him--but becuase 1) I knew something like this would happen, and 2) middle school relationships are overrated even though Nick is in high school now.

If ANYONE has advice for me, I'd greatly appreciate it.

Shoes and Shaved Cats

I was walking my dog today, and we saw this cat. I was like, "Oh. A cat. Whatever." But then it stood up, and I figured out that it was bald. This cat had been shaved. It might have been for a surgery, but it looked really, really funny. It's feet were still furry, so it looked like it was wearing boots.

Have you ever bought a pair of shoes that, once you've worn them once, feel like they're going to make your feet fall off? I bought a nice pair, and as soon as I put them on I had a blister the size of my thumb on my heel. It was horrible. But I can't bring myself to tell my mom, because then she's get pissed off by the store. I sort of am too. I mean, don't they test their shoes before they sell them?

Bleach

I've been reading and watching Bleach recently. I'm in the middle of episode two, and it seems pretty good. I find Orahime endearing--I mean, not only can she get hit by a car and then say "Oh, yes, I probably did," but she's freaking cute. I think the creator of Bleach looked up moe, copied the definition, and then made a character created for it. I'm sure I'll find some reason to hate her later on--something annoyingly sue-ish, but for now she's among my top two. Rukia is my favorite, because she kicks ass. Major ass. And her drawings are awesome.
-End pointlessness-

Anime Club -UPDATE-

My anime club is finally together! I stalked the vice-principal for about a week and a half, and I finally got consent. So I've already got eight members--Taylor, Elizabeth (she's new to anime--we're going to get her just as obsessed as the rest of us), Josephine, Max, Maddie, Lindsey, Meadow, and Schuylar. All I need is some kind of game to play. We could always form a glop circle, but that wouldn't be too fun with only eight people. And then we could do trivia, or play Pin the Camera on the Ritsuka (A pause for uproarus laughter from Loveless fans.)
The best part though, is that I am completly in charge. I formed the club, so I am the leader. Which makes me happy, because I have always wanted to lead something for the sake of leading something. I like being able to boss people around. And I hate taking orders--I would launch into a rant, but nobody wants to hear it, I promise.

Shoutout to Nick who is my boyfriend and probably not reading this.
=3

Aishiteru Anime Club

My school is one of the only schools in the district that doesn't have an anime club, so I decided to make one. I have six member so far, I think. I have a place to meet, and I have a supervisor. All I need is permission from the vice-principal to get going.
I have some stuff planned out for us to do; share manga, fanart we've done, fanfiction... But I think I need some games. I can't think of anything anime-related, though, besides a glomp circle, which I might pull out of my hat if I really can't think of anything.
If anyone out there thinks they can give me a hand, that'd be great.

-Uber short entry-